of wat i've been doing

Listening to Lazarus (over and over gain) and stars Die by Porcupine tree, The drugs dont work. Reading random crap on documentaries. Trying real hard to make one. Driving like thats the only pleasure I have. Watching arbit movies and trying hard to keep awake thru them. Finally got myself rid of a hangover that seemed to last forever.Sleeping, waking up in between random dreams with random thoughts to sleep and go 
back to them again. Going places alone, walking a lot, talking to myself, humming lazarus.....thats me for a while!